hello sude, you're probably tired of me already, but everything stings, i just want to talk with you without you being so dry, without you being so distant. i finally realized what i want from you. i want you to choose me again, one day, sooner or later. i want to show you who i really am, and work on things together in the future. personally, i think we are cute together, beautiful even. i can't see myself with anyone else. now i know that, if you reply, you will say we are broken up so nothing really matters anymore. you're right, but i just want you to give this a chance. not to try again yet, but to be there for each other even if we don't text. to still respect each other. you might hate me now well i am not sure if you do, i'm not sure if the playlist we made actually means something, or if there's actually some hope in you that you choose to hide because you fear having to hide me again. but if it meant fixing things i would change my whole identity just to be together again. i want to forget the past sude, and build something new together that is so much better, exactly like how we wanted things to be. i miss when you chose me, when you felt something more than the leftovers of the love you used to feel for me that is only still inside you because not much time has passed. i don't want you to reply to this just do something if you think there's a possibility, and still feel something inside you even if you don't want to say what it is, keep our playlist. if you don't leave it, leave the playlist. keep me in a heart-shaped locket inside of your soul, i love you. your sweet boy